Am I Having a Spiritual Awakening or a Mental Health Crisis?

Spiritual awakening

Am I Having a Spiritual Awakening or a Mental Health Crisis?

A spiritual awakening can be a profound and transformative experience.

For some people, it brings greater meaning, connection, awareness and purpose.

For others, it can be confusing, frightening and emotionally overwhelming.

Old emotions may surface. Relationships may feel different. You may begin questioning who you are, what you believe and what gives your life meaning.

Sometimes these experiences are accompanied by anxiety, depression, emotional overwhelm or unusual experiences that are difficult to explain. This can cause someone to question their mental-health

Spirituality and Mental Health Seems to Overlap

What I mean by that is;

Some experiences can be understood differently depending on the framework being used.

For example, seeing something that others cannot see may be described in psychiatric terminology as a visual hallucination or perceptual disturbance. Within some spiritual traditions, the same experience may be understood as clairvoyance.

Similarly, hearing a voice or sound that others cannot hear may be described as an auditory hallucination, while someone within a spiritual framework may understand the experience as clairaudience.

The terminology is matters, and so is the context.

It would be irresponsible to assume that every unusual experience is evidence of a spiritual ability. Equally, automatically dismissing every spiritual interpretation as a symptom of mental illness can leave people feeling misunderstood and vulnerable.

There may be psychological, neurological, trauma-related, medical and spiritual dimensions to an experience. This is why it is important that professionals listen carefully, consider the person's wider circumstances and explore what is happening rather than immediately deciding what it means.

Seeking professional help should not require a person to abandon their spirituality. A professional holistic therapist should be able to create a safe and grounded environment in which you can explore your experience.

Spiritual Awakening, Anxiety and Emotional Overwhelm

Spiritual awakening is often portrayed as an entirely positive experience, but profound transformation can also involve grief, uncertainty and loss. As familiar beliefs, relationships or identities change, a person may feel disconnected from the life they once knew without yet understanding what comes next.

Greater awareness can bring previously suppressed emotions to the surface, making the process feel psychologically and emotionally overwhelming.

The experience may therefore involve both psychological and spiritual dimensions, which need not be mutually exclusive.

dark night of the soul

The Dark Night of the Soul

The Dark Night of the Soul provides another spiritual framework for understanding periods of profound inner change.

The expression originates in the Christian mystical tradition, particularly the writings of St. John of the Cross, who described a period of spiritual purification involving uncertainty, emptiness and a sense of separation from the divine.

Today, the term is often used more broadly to describe a period in which a person's previous understanding of themselves, their beliefs or their purpose begins to fall apart.

From a spiritual perspective, these changes may be understood as a period in which an old way of being is coming to an end before something new emerges. During these times, a person may experience shifts in their mental processes and moods.

Discernment is essential. The Dark Night of the Soul should never be used to dismiss serious mental-health difficulties, nor should spiritual language prevent someone from receiving appropriate professional care.

My Own Experience

My understanding of spiritual awakening is not simply theoretical. It comes, in part, from my own experience.

I have been able to see what I understood to be spirits since I was a toddler. During my teenage years, I had a number of frightening experiences that I did not understand.

My mother, stepfather and other members of my family also described experiences of seeing, hearing or sensing things that were difficult to explain through ordinary perception.

Having people around me who understood something of what I was experiencing helped me cope. I also received support from the church, although those supporting me did not necessarily understand the full nature of what was happening.

When I later sought help for both psychological and spiritual trauma, I encountered difficulties because my options seemed to be divided between religious authorities who understood spirituality but did not have clinical training in counselling, and clinical counsellors who had psychological training but no understanding of spirituality.

I found myself caught between two worlds.

My experiences eventually subsided in my early twenties. Years later, in my thirties, they re-emerged while I was working as a therapist.

I wondered whether being immersed in emotionally charged environments had somehow reawakened something that had been dormant for many years.

Whatever the explanation, the experience was unsettling.

Rather than simply dismissing it or accepting one explanation without question, I began searching for answers.

I studied spiritual subjects including metaphysical science and consciousness because I wanted to understand more about the relationship between psychological experience, consciousness and spirituality.

That journey influenced the therapist I became.

The wounded healer. becoming who you seek

Becoming Who We Seek

There are people who encounter experiences that cannot be easily explained within conventional psychological frameworks.

When we experience something that falls outside our usual five-sense understanding of the world, it can be frightening simply because we do not have a familiar framework for making sense of it.

We may then begin to question our own mental wellbeing, particularly when we have no safe space to explore and unpack what we have experienced.

Through the progression of my studies, my professional work, and the questions my clients began bringing into therapy, I gradually became the kind of therapist I had been seeking during some of the most confusing periods of my own life: someone equipped with the professional training and understanding to explore a client’s experiences without prejudice.

Carl Jung's work has also influenced how I understand this process. His concept of individuation describes the development of a more conscious and integrated relationship with the different aspects of ourselves.

For some people, this process can bring previously unconscious thoughts, emotions or aspects of themselves into awareness. What initially feels like psychological disintegration may, in some circumstances, be part of a deeper process of encountering and understanding oneself.

This does not mean that feeling as though you are “going mad” automatically means you are becoming psychologically healthier. Serious mental-health conditions exist and require appropriate treatment.

But sometimes, a person may fear that they are losing themselves when they are actually beginning to encounter themselves more deeply.

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